What a ride this life has turned out to be. I suppose I wanted what everyone wants-- to love and be loved. Up till now though, it has been quite the roller coaster.
My Mom, being abused as a kid, developed a personality disorder. Maybe she was Borderline or Narcissistic or Histrionic. You pick. She was mentally and emotionally abusive to me. Then, just so I would never lack for reasons to go to therapy, she joined a strict religious cult when I was two.
I left the cult when I was 28 and, per the cult's instructions, my family and all my friends completely abounded and rejected me. So, that was fun.
As you might imagine, I was very vulnerable at that point. I met a charming, smart, successful man whom I married and stay married to for 20 years. He turned out to be a narcissistic psychopath with a fondness for bashing my head into things. Good times.
The truly wonderful news is that I'm free now. Free to live and love and just be. I share on this blog what it took to get that place. I write about my thoughts, feelings, and occasionally a few wacky ideas. I sincerely hope some of it appeals to, or at least entertains, you. ;-)
Shine it on!
Stacy
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